The Apology You tell me that your sorry It'll never be again You know that you have done me wrong Why won't I let you in? "Sorry" is so signifigant To you and only you. I refuse to accept those words They never seem too true For everytime you changed the mask Another you became Forcing me to struggle Causing undue pain. I now refuse to hear it Though your words ring out The apology you've given me No longer holds the clout You can't just tell me this And expect me to believe You are truely sorry Everytime you leave |
Sometimes when I'm lonely I will quietly call Upon the one I'm missing Teh one who bears my all It shatters me to pieces It makes me shake inside To know the reason that he's gone Is simply cause I lied I trampled on the love we shared And threw it all away I took what wasn't only mine And chose the game to play I made the rules for both of us And followed not at all I dug a hole much to deep And out I couldn't crawl These faults are mine, I know it's true And now matter how I try I can't erase the pain I've caused With -oh - one little lie So even though I'm lonely I know I'm who's to blame I know I acted foolishly When I chose to play that game But know I didn't do it Out of angriness or shame Know that I still care for him My love is still the same And sometimes when I'm lonely I quietly will call Upon the one I'm missing The one who bears my all |
Do you know I love you Do you know I care Do you know I think of you Even when you are not there Do you know your in my dreams Each night I go to bed Do you know through out the day Your always in my head Do you know I miss you And that though we're far apart You face is burned in my memory And you touch etched in my heart Remember this each passing day That though your not with me YOu'll always have my love so true And together we'll always be |
The days pass in silence Teh nights are much too long I spend my time in darkness' The things I need are gone I tell you that I want you I tell you to come home I tell you that I'm hurting I tell you I'm alone But no matter what I say to you You have your life to live And I am not a part of that And I have nothing left to give You are all that I think about You are everything I need You seem to be the only thing That I hold in good esteem I know you know I love you I know you know I care I know you know I need you So why do you stay there It seems to be an easy task Fo you to be with me I know though, it won't happen The facts are plain to see You're happiest right where you are And theres nothing I can do To make you need me anymore To bring me close to you I accept this the way it is I accept that it's unfair You are not going to come to me No matter how much I care And no matter how I need you And no matter what I say You still insist you'll never leave You claim that you will stay You know just what this means to me I refuse to let it go I believe that you were meant for me This I think you know I love you more and more each day And though we are apart I never let you leave my mind And you never leave my heart |
She sits alone again today Crying about the past She wonders and she worries HOw long the pain will last She's tried to make her mark And she's tried to find her way But nothing at all comes easy For her alone these days She's all but given up on life She's barely hanging in There's nothing left to comfort her There's nothing left to win If you ask her how she's doing She'll tell you that she's fine But the moment that you leave her She hangs her head to cry It seems no matter what she does And no matter how she tries She can't forget the way it was The hurt the fights the lies She wonders how she'll make it through Another night this way She wants only to go on sleeping To never see the day Tomorrow she will fix this And when she goes to sleep She will never wake again to hurt, to wish, to weep |
I never claimed perfection I never claimed to know Exactly how you felt - my dear Each time the wind would blow The storms they came and then they went And somehow I got blamed For the lightning and the thunder And the heavy drops of rain I didn't cause the clouds to come OR force the wind to blow Sometimes things just happen How were we to know Something just are no ones fault And no one takes the wrap Somehow though you never see How much truth remains in that We weathered out what we could Then went out seperate ways Sometime you just have to move to see the suns bright rays |
Did I scream your name out loud Did you see a teardrop fall I never meant to let it show No matter big or small Could you hear my broken heart When it shattered to the floor Could you see me tremble When you reached out for the door Did you notice that I fell apart Right when you said good bye Could you hear the words ring through my hear When I wished that I would die I never meant for you to know The way you broke my heart I never meant for you to see My whole world fall apart |
Somedays are for screaming Others for silent prayer Somethings make you angry Something seem unfair If enslaved to things beyond control Sucess will be to fail If you always do you for you Contentment will prevail Life is mostly tradeoffs It rarely aims to please The best now for you to do Is get up off your knees Make the best of what you can Find a way to smile Try to make it easier Make it worth your while |
At night asleep I wait for you Each night I close my eyes And there you are, as you were The love I left behind Oh- the love I left behind Strong and tall and always there In the shadows of my ming Always there and always mine Yet when I reach to touch you You're just far enough away My fingertips grow icy And suddenly it's day I wake up feeling lonely Like theres darkness in my soul I long to hold you tightly To try to fill that hole That hole thats burned into me Thats left me dark and cold The sadness that you left me with Is all thats there to grow So I let the day pass away And wait for dusk to fall I wait to see you standing there Just standing strong and tall Maybe you'll stand close enough So that when I reach for you My hand can toug you softly And we'll feel the love we knew |
You will never understand me You will never know my goals You will never grasp my knowledge And you'll never touch my soul You always have mistaken me You look me in the eyes You tell me how you love me Then proceed to tell me lies You think that I am simple And that I've never seen The way that you are using me For reasons outof reach You tell me what you want from me Then always ask for more You tell me all the things that changed And expect me to ignore I can not overlook the things You've shown me in the past The lies that you've given me And accumulating fast You never will understand me And I doubt you'll know why I leave you here to crumble And I leave you here to cry |
I never even left my seat I simply sat and stared My whole life flashed before my eyes As my sanity was snared Ripped to shreds and torn apart My mind came tumbling down My heart and soul felt burned alive My pain became my crown I sat in silence, calmed contained While you trampled on my heart I never blinked, I never cried, And I never fell apart Like being on a high beam I balanced every move Like drowning in a sea of hate I prayed you'd tell the truth Just once to hear you tell me The way you truely feel To somehow be connected To something deep and real |
